there is a certain glow
hidden in the corner of my mouth
in the folding, stretching flesh that surrounds my frame
and embedded in my knotted muscles
it whispers of deep indigo skies and soul-stealing sunsets
my fingertips itch to tell you
voices whisper to me, asking if you could withstand the unrestricted wind
do you dare?

i distract myself with cats and jane austen ( Read more... )

your eyes can be so cruel
just as i can be so cruel
still i do believe in you
yes i do...
live without your sunlight
love without your heart beating
i...
i can't live within you

isn't it just like me to stay preoccupied this long ( Read more... )

alone is not as bad as i make it out to bei may shiver and shake in my solitude ( Read more... )

sometimes i go to a hidden place where the light is gold and scarlet ( Read more... )

fingertips stained pink and sweet from hibiscus and tea leaves
tart and sickeningly sweet
my tounge clicks against my hard palate in impatience
why must the week always end on friday?

somewhere between my cold fingers and your warm breath
my heart changed itself
i'm a shape-shifter in your presence
every move i make is for your comfort
and my pleasure
i revel in the taste of your flesh and your weight against my frame
the only downfall of this encounter
is the fiction of it all

Virginity

Losing one's virginity has always been a big deal, especially for females.  I suppose it's because it is our bodies that are being penetrated and we are the ones who will likely feel physical pain at first.
     As a woman, I am expected to wait as long as possible to have sex with anyone.  Males are, more often than not, ( Read more... )

september's almost over. what do i have to show for it?

not much.

i'll elaborate later.