you deserve thanks for being so kind and keeping your silence ( Read more... )

to all those who actually read this thing: comment, damnit!

i come in rushrushrush
you can see the tension
                              in
                      my
          knotted muscles                                 they're too tight

i can't relax

everything is caught up in the hurly-burly whirlwind

i beg of you
             untie my body
      ( Read more... )

i am a silhouette
walking through this rain-drenched night
praying that the water will melt my flesh
so that i may be cleansed and anonymous

she clutches your hand so tight

you think it might just break in
                                                half

since she arrived she's been takingtalkingwantingneedingconsuming
                     EVERYTHING.YOU.HAVE.
a demand of a minute is a lifetime
and her tears
            are only there to extinguish your flame

to
           give
( Read more... )

Ramblings Why is it that i long so much to be like these other girls? Sure, I'm comfortable and confident in my body, but I see the girls at school and I feel inadequate. These adorable girls with perfect hair, barely-there curves, and that tragic-then-giggly look that boys find so endearing. They're either one extreme or the other: either too- ( Read more... )

i lost myself ( Read more... )

i'd say this happens every time ( Read more... )

i always wanted a storybook romance ( Read more... )

so, looks like only one person is reading this.

what's the point?

i want people to see these thoughts so i can share them and feel connection somewhere to someone.

even just a nod to let me know you're out there.

oh well.

i'll probably keep this anyway, just because it's nice to have somewhere for art and whatnot.