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i have a woman's body ( Read more... )

i want to write something beautifully sorrowful- about love or something like that, but i don't have any inspiration. no love interest. no longing other than wanting something to want. i need to need someone. i want to feel inspired to write lovely semigoth poetry/lyrics ( Read more... )

i know no one wants to hear about this anymore. so i write about it in here rather than my real journal. no one reads this anyway ( Read more... )

FleshWhat is it about skin that we need so much? It isn't just the natural animal lust we all have. There's something beautiful and peaceful about the touch of skin-on-skin. It's addicting. Touching makes my mood lift up; it makes my days easier ( Read more... )

I used to feel this way about you ( Read more... )

Last Novemberlaying wrapped up in my own drunken love ( Read more... )

i've said it too often, but i'm tired of being alone ( Read more... )

is it so wrong to want someone to want to take care of me?

ever just want to rip your skin off?
i do.
all the breakouts,
the dryness,
the color changes,
make me feel ugly.
i don't want anyone to see this surface.
i want to tear it off in one quick swipe-
swift...
painless...
complete.
see myself shed this flesh;
the tender new skin itches as it dries and hardens.
maybe then i will feel beautiful.