how can anyone go for 9 months
struggling to explain your feelings
to a boy only to wind up sitting around
in june realizing its been since october
and now hes gone

what the fuck is honestly wrong with me

sometimes i truly hate the truth ( Read more... )

crushes are sick shit, no lies
i cant stand having that flutter for someone
it makes me sick
i know hes not different, no use

someone find me a decent boy
just one to watch a movie with
or something lame like that

im really glad that doug broke up with me because he was stressed and felt like a bad boyfriend, just to go and hang out with a new girl everynight. i feel kind of worthless over that ( Read more... )

so i have a boyfriend now ( Read more... )

new me
in a little more than 24 hours my life had already brightened
i had a little new years eve party which turned out amazing
and hey im pretty happy
i got a kiss =]
i mean i shouldnt make a big deal out of it because we were playing a dare game
but i got kissed by someone that ive wanted to kiss for a while now
ive had a little thing for this kid ( Read more... )

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best thing since sliced bread ( Read more... )