I am digging through the pantry looking for some healthy soups. Trying to scrounge up varieties of foods I can eat so I don't pig out.....and I hold a can of chicken noodle soup and of course think about him, cause everything leads to him ( Read more... )

i wonder if he knew i was paying 50$ a month to sob to a stranger and hopefully get over him, if he would still invite me places and believe in our future ( Read more... )

the winter has left cracks in my skin ( Read more... )

i am making large strides in moving on ( Read more... )

today alone ( Read more... )

some nights you know you're going to go to bed sobbing as soon as the covers hit your shoulders. as your nails dig into the extra pillow next to you, you know it's going to be smells, and cold, and brain spinning ( Read more... )

i have spent a lot of time pushing away my family because I felt I never fit in. felt i was the outsider, so I rebelled against their tidily pressed clothes, name-brand tags tucked neatly into the collars ( Read more... )

tonight after work, I found white roses on my truck with a card. the white roses had been covered in polk a dots then wrapped in strings of the same color ( Read more... )

so i met a nursing program advisor today ( Read more... )

it feels like i am drowning. again. no cure. i quit shit thinking "yeah this will be it" no I am sitting in anatomy class for the 3rd time in my life and quite honestly I am a snob, but a meek nymph. I want to say I have seen patients with all of things he has described and maybe say no that's not how it happens. But I don't. I just relive these ( Read more... )