long time no journal.....ive been to busy enjoying life :)

ive been crying all day....he broke my heart....everyone was right.....and yet i still want to be in his arms one more time?

now that i think about it
im terrified of what the new year will bring

oo long time no journal ( Read more... )

..."Dear diary...mood, Apathetic...My life is spiraling downward...I couldent get enough money to go to the BLOOD RED ROMANCE AND SUCK ME DRY concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like, stab my heart because I love you, and Rip aprat my soul, and of course staby rip stap stab. It dozent help that I couldent get my hair to do ( Read more... )

i am only 14 years old ( Read more... )

well pretty much alot of my friends are pissed at me for goin back with Ben.......he makes me so happy though he really does there is jus somethin about him i dunno .... people make mistakes.....he didnt kiss that other girl until we broke up and he noticed that it wasnt the same...all i want is to have my friends be happy for me they dont have to ( Read more... )

im fallin for the guy that broke my heart...............

although i did not go to homecommin with the ladies i still had an amazing time.............i saw Geraude Way shake his ass and it was amazin im still tryin to figure out how he got into those pants he was wearin....well i bought a shirt well not a MCR shirt cause i thought that would be gay lol it was Alkaline Trio shirt but its all good before ( Read more... )

i dont no what to do.im so confused.he hurt me i know he did but i cant leave him.i guess its like one of those obusive realationships where shes gettin beaten up but she still loves him even though he hurts her and her friends tell her to leave.but if this nigga evea puts his hands on ima.......lol na but i have no idea what to do.i mean i know i ( Read more... )