that's really weird, i had this discussion with jen last night. she says her friends tell her she's pretty all the time but it doesnt change how she thinks of herself. its something you have to change. but if it helps, which it probably wont, whenever i show people your picture they always say you're really pretty. and you are. and you're funny and fun to be with and hot damn you're fucking smart >:O its weird, you've got all these qualities people consider good, and you have a LOT of them. so maybe you arent tyra banks or anything but just because brad messed up doesnt mean you arent good enough. the way i see it, you weren't there and he was drunk wasnt he? i think he probably missed you and felt lonely. yeah totally not the right way to fix it, but if you think about it it means you were great if he missed you that badly. but maybe i got the wrong idea, who knows. but i know how you feel kind of, just not in relation to guys. i feel second a lot of times, it sucks. and i know im not philip obviously but i think you're great :( and
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thank you very much. it doesn't fix it, obviously- cause like you said, its something I have to change. but knowing people love me even when i get all emo helps. lol
i do love you! i dont think i ever tell you so seriously but i really do :( we're bff >:O i talk about you a lot, in a uhm... praising sort of way. like how we talk about you liking certain clothes and listening to opposite music from how you dress? i tell people how i think its great. and a lot of other things i cant think of. and like i said, i know im not philip (i always spell his name wrong so sorry if thats misspelled) or brad or chase or any other person you've dated, are dating, or will date, because sorry we're not gonna date ever lmao i mean I KNOW YOU WANT TO but sorry, im marrying jason lee. what was i talking about...? oh but yeah im not someone who can make you feel special like that but i still think you're all of those nice things. anyway feel better and i'll see you friday ♥
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