“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us ( Read more... )

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So I've been having a lot of thoughts lately. Maybe contemporary post classic natural philosophy. It was thought that constant change, was in fact the most basic characteristic of nature. Ergo, everything is in constant flux and movement and nothing is abiding. We can not step twice into the same river. When I step for the second time into the ( Read more... )

It was a goddamned long day today. I had about two hours of sleep. Last night, the ocean looked like wet concrete and the road strips beside it were empty and lonely. There's something great about red lights on blank streets. I was so tired this morning, I didn't even want to cry. I took seventy eight million kids to the bathroom and to the park. I ( Read more... )

My stomach feel like it's guts have been ripped out; pumped with some fucking acid and jammed back in.

Theory down a road ( Read more... )

My grandma died this morning. Peace.

I hate life. I hate it with a passion.

"But I don't want to go among mad people,"
Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're
all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't
have come here."

-- Lewis Carroll, 1865

The other day, the counselor, my mom and I sat down to have a coherent talk about my life. My grades are going downnnnnn. But the funny thing is what I use to enjoy, I couldn't care absolutely less about. So they take me to a doctor and we talk. They give me a shot. I'm prescribed some pills. And I am again referred to a "Behavioral Clinic". So ( Read more... )

Went to the mall for awhile yesterday with my buddy Keesha. We were suppose to go to the JFK football game but alas, no ride. So we went to see a play at Tiyan with Rena that night. She drives pretty crazy, suprisingly. Nice. I took pictures of these three little girls climbing this huge rock at the theater. One of them owns Southern Comfort Ranch ( Read more... )