today was just a day. it began, happened and ended. like most days lately. i'm glad you're not alone. but i am. and i'm glad you're having fun. but i'm not. and sometimes when i wake up in the middle of the night, in a cold sweat, from a dream of you trying to hug me and saying "hi friend, hi friend, give me a hug friend, come on give me a hug! ( Read more... )

looked at apartments. found one. probably going to get it and move in on the first. won't have internet for a while ( Read more... )

so i sit right fucking here in front of my fucking computer thinking these fucking thoughts never fucking leaving my head ( Read more... )