i have this fantasy of a few years down the road bumping into her by some ironic coincidence in a grocery store, in the baby aisle and we'll stop for a moment and talk of whats new in breivity so as not to attach too much importance on what we say. and we'll inevitably run into the awkward moment, (which our language is so in love with), where ( Read more... )

went to boston on a whim. saw a movie there by myself. and then walked around in romantic-mellon collie. its really beautiful to do something like that by yourself. or maybe the beautiful part is that i can still surprise myself. in any case, it was a beautiful night filled with nostalgia. i reflected a lot on the happenings of the past year and ( Read more... )

this is the edited version of the private entry i just made.

i like you... a bunch.

love,
matt

today, i quit my job ( Read more... )

this post is going to be a simple comment on my reguard for the "elizabeth" who i have written about at some length, in the past ( Read more... )

so today is the day i move out. i've moved most of my things out and this will be my last post for some time now. i know its a huge dissapointment to my thousands of fans out there who wait eagerly to hear my words. either that or no one gives a crap. i tend to believe more towards the latter. so last night, while packing i stumbled across some ( Read more... )

ETGurl520: hey ( Read more... )

the chain of events that led to me standing at the checkout counter of victoria's secret is a crazy jumbled mess of actions which culminated in one, single, heartfelt, lonely old memory. what was this memory you ask? well that isn't something i can divulge but i can say that it was both ethereal and mellon collie, and it left me feeling empty and ( Read more... )

yup, another of those. saw my paternal father tonight. it was okay. so much could be said but nothing seems fitting. i fucking hate life sometimes. but oh yes life goes on. it always, and only goes on. what more could you ask from life though? it is constant when everything else is not. i just want someone who will genuinely like me for who i am. ( Read more... )

pile of laundry/ mingled memories ( Read more... )