I want summer to hurry up and be here so bad... I can just taste it.

This weekend was fun, in an unexpected way.  I got to hang out with people I haven't hung out with before or haven't hung out with in a long time so that was good.  I'm expanding my horizons.  haha. I still miss some people though.

I think I might just go crazy.

You know.. when you want one thing in the world more than anything else you have ever wanted in your life.. why is it that you can't have it?

I don't feel loved anymore. At all. I feel like I am being used by so many different people. I just want what I used to have. I want it all back.  I want everything to be perfect, to have the perfect ( Read more... )

Man, I had a crazzzzy weekend.

I got to relax alot considering it was a four day weekend and just do whatever.  It was quite interesting.

I need a job!

And in case you haven't seen/heard about my face... it is nasty.  I'm really clumsy and everyone knows it. And I don't think it helps that I am accident prone.. whoa. Don't laugh because it's ( Read more... )

So I have been really bitchy lately.  Sorry if I have acted this way towards you or been like this around you.  It's nothing personal.. it just happens.  I just get fed up when people lie to me about stupid things that don't even matter.  UGH I wish everyone could tell the truth.. including myself.

AND I also hate it when people get in my ( Read more... )

So yea.. prom was last night. And I actually had alot more fun than I thought.. I danced.  Haha.. I don't know who got me to do it.. but it was a ton of fun.  whoo hooo! Everyone looked wonderful last night and I must say, I had a good time.

All my clay friends are at their prom tonight.. and I did Caitlin's hair and make up for her today.  She ( Read more... )

WHOA last night was crazy

I learned alot. I learned that if you get caught, you should tell the truth. It's always better that way and you will feel so much better as a person. Don't hide from people. Let them see you. I learned that when you are in neutral, uhhh you can't exactly just stop a car. Don't put your car in neutral on a hill, you will  ( Read more... )

Today was actually a good day.

I think I am bi-polar though... or just really moody all the time. boooo

Went and saw Charlie Brown at Clay tonight to see Hunter! He did soo good.. and Zac was really good too. It was just a cute little musical. haha

I am feeling pretty swell.. hehehe

This weekend has been interesting.. to say the least

I found out in Psychology the other day that I am a closed person and keep things to myself. That can't be good.. one day I am going to explode with feelings! haha

Me and Caitlin went to my brother's soccer game Saturday afternoon and that was pretty cool.. I got to talk to some people I've never ( Read more... )

Spring Break was pretty good.. I stayed at home and kinda got bored sometimes.  But I got to hang out with three people all week that I absolutely love hanging out with.. just not sure if some of them feel the same way.

I really hate school and it makes me want to kill myself.  I am not looking forward to going back tomorrow for any reason at all ( Read more... )

Usually I hate the rain. I absolutely despise it.

But tonight.. it was the best thing when we just played in it

It made my entire day.

:)I am smiling.