I feel like a bad girlfriend/friend to Lacey and Jacob. I'm so jelous of Lacey. I wish, I dunno. I wish Paul lived here. damn man, I feel like a slut, 'cuz I"ll be all over Jacob, then I'll be all over Paul and I get so jelous when Lacey talks to Paul, I hate it. my jelously I mean. I can't stand myself when I get jelous. damn man I'm just gunaa go

Me and Paul have a "forbidden love". ha his words not mine. He was being so sweet to me yesterday and the day before. He was sayin' that he'd take a bullet for me. He was comparing us to Romeo and Juliet. ha. yesterday...haha. I was really frickin' horny for some reason, then Jacob called and I was like masturbating on the phone. then I hadta go so ( Read more... )

this is a shorter version, but it pretty much explains everything

bitch, you make me fucking sick.

today was awesome. I like Jesse. I've liked him since I was in like 8th grade. hehe, why do I like so many people? I dont' really care tho man. 'cuz I'm single again and I can scrwe whoever I want! ha. Paul's Jacob's friend that lives in Texas. and I was talkin' to him last night and I was like,"I wanna bf" and Paul was like,"if I were there you ( Read more... )

welp, I learned how to work the timer on my camera so I can take awesome pictures ( Read more... )

Why do you do this to yourself ( Read more... )

yeah, I'm updating again. *sigh ( Read more... )