I can't wait for school to be over with.
The Holidays cannot come any sooner.

Why do I fall for that boy everytime I see him. I can't help myself, my hearts trips all over the place. Why do I have to find him so attractive.

Sometimes I wonder if I am really cut out to be in school for my major. Is accounting/bookeeping for me? I want to travel, I want to be around people I want to do something I enjoy. I am not so sure I am going to enjoy doing that for the rest of m life.

I feel really good today.

This past Monday/Tuesday, I have said something very mean to my mom which I wish that I never said and Shawn broke up with me. Honestly the break-up was hard when I knew what was going to happen I dreaded what he would say to me on Tuesday I was so stressed out, then afterwards after him and I hugged goodbye and we said our piece I actually felt ( Read more... )

Life lately has been ok. I went back to Einstiens, so I am a bagel toaster once ahain. Man this economy sucks. Things have just been really confusing lately so it is nice to have somewhere to go to get away from all of the craziness. I don't know when my family will ever be normal again ( Read more... )

I do not feel like anything will ever get better. It just seems to rain when things get worse.

Lately things have been ok. Nothing is getting any better really, I don't like being at school and I don't like being at home. I just don't feel like there is a real reason to care about anything when my family is falling apart. I hate feeling this way.

Right now, it seems like nothing matters and that anything that has ever happened in my life is meaningless. I wish that this was not happening.

As I thought life could not get any better it has gotten worse then it has ever been. I hate everything that is happening and I hate what he is doing to our family. I sincerely feel that he has lost his mind. And to make it even worse this place that I have called home for the last seven years of my life just feels like a house that puts a roof ( Read more... )