ions gather,
a surge from the Æther strikes like lightning,
setting fire to my mind,
cleansing my perception,
leaving me wondering what the mind is really capable of

today i say farewell to Richard Jeni. taken by his own hand, he will be missed.

moral of the story: money and fame do not equal happiness.

I wandered home though the silent streets
And fell into a fitful sleep
Escape to realms beyond the night
Dream can't you show me the light?

I stand atop a spiral stair
An oracle confronts me there
He leads me on light years away
Through astral nights, galactic days

I see the works of gifted hands
That grace this strange and wondrous land
I see the ( Read more... )

Here we go now

No one here can show you where it is but I can point to a sign
On the roof of the world without apparent design
The frozen definition of a lunatic ambition to rise

The air is dead, the future dim, dimension hard to find

Upon a mountain encased in solar rays
Beyond electric dreams of inarticulate passion plays
Coming down a mountain
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tonight was...fucking rediculous.

my mind is on fire (ow?)

ive got the

these days all feel the same,
nothin seems to change.
my time feels wasted in these
stupid fucking
day to day rituals, drivin me insane
blues.

beliefs are just that, their what you were taught, how you were raised, it doesnt make them real..

Level 1
This level produces a mild "high" effect, with some visual enhancement (e.g. brighter colors). Left/right brain communication changes causing music to sound "wider," or more piercing to the ears. This level can be achieved from a normal dose of cannabis or a very low dose of a classic psychedelic such as LSD.

Level 2
Bright colors; ( Read more... )

You light up my life,
you give me hope to carry on.
you light up my days, and you,
you light up my life.

march is a month of fun. DIMMU BORGIR are coming, im getting floor tickets, AND Emerald City is at the end of the month :D lookin good in ma neighborhood.

never before have i been so terrified by the power of my own mind