Mother,
Father,
Look at your little monster
I'm a hero
I'm a zero
I'm the butt of the worst joke in history
I'm a lock without a key
a city with no door
a prayer without faith
a show without a score
I'm a bad word
a wink, a nod, a shiver
an untold story, sex without fury
a creeping gray memory
I am
Incomplete, incomplete, incomplete
Incomplete
Doctor
Cure me
What is ( Read more... )

folkfest high-lights (in no particular order ( Read more... )

"Mysticism is the pursuit of achieving communion or identity with, or conscious awareness of, ultimate reality, the divine, spiritual truth, or God through direct experience, intuition, or insight; and the belief that such experience is one's destiny, purpose, or an important source of knowledge, understanding, and wisdom. Traditions may include a ( Read more... )

this path is *not* for the light hearted ( Read more... )

Sit back,
watch the world fall away.
a lighter hue,
different shades of blue
projected through the grey.

my eyes are open,
im becoming aware of myself,
and i dont feel
like anyone else.

a consistant rebirth,
but things are different,
yet eternally familiar.
energy cannot cease to be,
only convert to alternative forms.

my mind's eye is open,
begging questions of ( Read more... )

i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE!!! rediscovering music i used to listen to alot of. for example: KoRn. i used to listen to ALOT of korn. then my cd's got stolen, THENNN it got lost when i moved all my doc's from one comp to another. but i just re-downloaded their discography, and i totally ( Read more... )

"I think most of the time we live our lives in this weird state of delusion, where we view everything we see around us as solid or permanent. It’s always been there, and it always will.

Change is slow; a new building gets put up where there used to be nothing, urban sprawl expands, but whatever it is, it usually happens slowly enough for us to ( Read more... )

la-da-dee, la-da-dah

ive got this new beat in my head
 its like nothing youve ever imagined,
and its everything they fear.
the tempo's quick,
the fifths are sharp,
and you cant quiet "sing along"

la-da-dee, la-da-dah

I speak my mind I question theirs
It seems to me like no one really cares.
Peripherally blind intellectually numb
Ignorance by choice? Or just plain fucking dumb?
You're threatened by my mind
You want everything the same
But my questions still remain

You boycott your brain
You answer with fists
My question still persists
You can re-arrange my face
but you can ( Read more... )

everything is created by mind ( Read more... )