i feel great lately. i have alot of insight into myself, and i also fancy myself a bit of a poet as of late (right, westwood? lol). things are moving forward in pretty much all aspects of my life....its nice :)

also, BB King was fucking incredible. if you didnt go....you suck, and should be sorry cuz u missed out on an amAAAAAAAAAZING time ( Read more... )

so the government is writing off my car...

Mo.Ther.Fuckers.

also im writing a new song, its got sorta  a ska-shuffle with punky chorus, i dig it :)

I'm praying for rain
I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way
I wanna watch it all go down
Mom, please flush it all away
I wanna see it go right in and down
I wanna watch it go right in
Watch you flush it all away

Yeah, time to bring it down again
Yeah, don't just call me a pessimist
Try and read between the lines

And I can't imagine why ( Read more... )

so i cut off most of my hair.


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the lady i work with all week is 50, plays guitar, smokes pot, was possessed by devils, and actually listens to my hair-brained theories.

i fucking love my job.

so, as excited as i am for all my friends graduating....fuck grad. i worked hard today hoping to just chill and get stoned but NO! everyone i ever see is going to that grad, or in paris (miss you patches♥). this sucks. i wish i was dead. wait, scratch that. i wish everyone else was dead. THEN i'd get some peace and quiet ( Read more... )

so is smoking pot after 4/20 like wearing white after labour day?

no.

theres so many thing that i know i cant say on my own. i lack the vocabulary to express to you these exact feelings, because i wouldnt know where to begin.  im trying to find meaning and any sort of significance, feeling  like a spec of dust on a pebble in a sea of billions of others..... wanting to feel in tune with everything, to see more than i ( Read more... )

heres a few definitive facts, so pay attention:

1) mind and body are not the same. the body is a tool the mind uses. consiousness is the highest level we can function at (currently).

2) anything that can expand the horizons in our mind is worth trying, at least once.

3) the more you know, the more you realize how little you actually know.

swing on the ( Read more... )