I wish things could just be like they used to be. Why do I always gotta go and fuck it up. I wish I could just go over to their neighborhood and see everyone's smiling faces again. Everyone chill in the driveway, wasting time ( Read more... )

I was sad before, but I was a numb sad. I was sad for her and I was sad for me, but my selfishness was the dominant factor and I saw the good in what happened and just saw how we can both grow without eachother. But now she's leaving. And it's possible that I'll never see her again. Now my selfish thoughts have shifted and I realize that I've never ( Read more... )

I was bruised and battered ( Read more... )

Things are, slowly but surely, getting easier. With ease, comes release. Release from what? Release from the net of guilt that has been suffocating me. Unnecessary guilt. I'm not an asshole. Things change. I'm sorry that thing had to be us. But it's not my fault entirely and I'm done with feeling like it is. I've apologized and apologized and you ( Read more... )

Fuck it, I'll update now ( Read more... )

Once again, I have lot to say but no motivation to articulate it. Plus it's almost 1:30AM and I haven't been getting to bed before 2 last couple school days, so I'm pretty whooped ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I love The Vines.

I don't care enough to explain things right now... even though I could write a small novel at this point.
Who would read that shit, anyway? lol...

I love teh Halloween. I love teh being scared. I love all teh scary movies on TV ( Read more... )

This is where I say how long it's been since I've updated, and how I'm gonna start keeping up with it, because it's nice to get my thoughts out. But I won't keep up with it, just like I never do. In all honestly, I haven't had time for much of anything lately ( Read more... )

I can think about anybody who has been an important part of my life and remember some drama shit that they and I have been a part of together. Right now it seems like my life is pretty drama shit free. Needless to say, I'm enjoying how things are going right now. Simple, real, silly, puppy. Call it what you will - I'll call it love. :) And it's ( Read more... )