i’m starting to dislike the livejournal. i never really post anymore and when i do it’s nothing of importance. it’s starting to become a constant reminder of all the peoplei once talked to but now that i have moved it's all drifted away. i only have myself to blame for that but then again it works both ways. i do enjoy the occasional log in to ( Read more... )

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well it't that time again and school has started.
quit my job, my last day will be monday and i couldn't be happier.
friday i will be off to san fran with carlo for a short visit, chad get ready.

anyone going to see m. ward on 9.28.06 at the henry fonda? let me know.

i heart the cantina.

i've been awkae for almsost 48 hours i can't belive i work thins morning and stayed over time just cause.
i'm lovin the night, thanks LA you rock!

i had a really great night

i'm not working on a project due tomorrow morning and you know what i'm still in a good mood, yay!

i think tonight is the first time i have actually felt all alone.

i am only being selfish and i hate myself for that.

i got some good stuff at the rose bowl today i'm really happy about it.

these last few times i've gone solo and i must say i don't mind it one bit, i get through everything a lot faster.

For the past two hours I’ve been driving, I don’t even remember much of it. Along the way my heart had fallen out, I’m waiting for it to be scooped up but be gentile for it has become worn. I smoked too many cigarettes in one sitting but it’s my body, my heart, my soul, my tears. I’m not angry with the way I feel for I am finally FEELING ( Read more... )

my evening till morning has consisted of dancing, drinking, laughing,
lots of smiles, kisses, old friends, new friends, cigarettes,
listing to music, tears, confusion, sadness, kisses, and love.

now all i need is a little sleep.
good night everyone.

i just found this old piture of me when all my hair was chopped off. Ugh it was terrible!!!!!


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