so....sometimes i wonder if i'm in this semi-permanent state of always feeling sad. i guess some things in my life get to me more than i thought. everything just seems to be falling out from beneath me.

i hate being confined to these walls....but all i want to do is sleep because i always have to get up early the next day....day after day for work. ( Read more... )

Seems like only yesterday I was turning 18 and busting my ass to make sure that I was going to pass my senior year and get senior exemptions...

It's now 2007...and I will be turning 19 in well, 19 days....and instead of studying my butt off for exams, i'll soon be starting my second semester in college.

It's weird thinking that I'm so much more ( Read more... )

I'm really sick of rumors...honestly....

how old are you?

why must we always act like we are 3 years old?

I'm tired of it...and if you can't believe me, then you aren't really my friends.

I'm out of high school and I don't want to deal with your petty drama shit! Just because you guys have nothing better to do with your lives and because I've made ( Read more... )

To start off...no, i'm not dead. clearly i'm still alive and kicking ( Read more... )

that's all there is to it....

i don't do any good for anyone.....
i hate hurting people....

it tore me to pieces watching you walk away. 
i wanted so much to just catch up to you and hug you...
tell you that everything was going to be okay...
that i was sorry....

but my feet wouldn't let me....
my heart kept telling me that this was good for you....
because ( Read more... )

so...i realize that i haven't wrote anything in here for awhile. admittedly, i still come on here to see what's going on with other people, but otherwise that's about it. i don't ever really feel the urge to write anymore....i'm either too tired or there's just nothing to say ( Read more... )

apparently it has been a little while since i last wrote ( Read more... )

I'm stressing a lot lately...

My head is full of thoughts...questions....

I just wish they would go away.

I hate working.

Working two jobs is starting to take it's toll I think.

This working late and have to get up early in the morning has got to stop.

Target kept me late last night because they needed the help with reshop and zoning. I was supposed to ( Read more... )

i've got that sick feeling in my stomach again ( Read more... )

But I can't ( Read more... )