try as i might ( Read more... )

memories consume me
and i try hard not to cry
bitterness swirls around me
memories dont die
i wish that id forget
the things that hurt my heart
i wish i could change the things
that made me fall apart
filling up my poisoned mind
anger, regret, and sorrow
im begging to get past yesterday
and look forward to tomorrow

i hope you know i love you ( Read more... )

so ive officially been in london for three months ( Read more... )

so its officially been one of the worst weeks of my life ( Read more... )

so i never write in here anymore ( Read more... )

in my mind ( Read more... )

so im 19 now. fantastic right? definitely. i wish i could tell you all the fabulous details of my birthday but i really dont remember much. but i had fun. cept for the wierd bump on my head. it hurts.haha. keggers make me happy ( Read more... )

floating on air ( Read more... )

people annoy me so much. i absolutely hate when people act like they know everything, or even know something, when its completely obvious that they dont. im tired of people making me feel like an idiot. apparently im always 2 steps behind. well fuck you, cause i know you're full of shit. ive let people put me down for way to long. im not going to ( Read more... )