maybe...
tomorrow marks the end
of the this painful stage were in  
maybe the sunrise shows the way for us

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how fast my heart beats
if i could sleep away each day
i'd feel better about my achievements
awake
sober
an aching from within

i live
day2day
and pack to pack
to buy a carton means...planning for the future
the illusion of quiting...
right?

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Sometimes the world looks like this; you jus have to be brave enough to see it. but i'm not brave, i'm scared


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I'm just a man
but you
youve grown from a thought into a man

Fuck "new-money"
like kathy bate in titantic
working for a living..psh
i thought money was the one thing that would make me happy
but that would make me new money
the only way i will ever be happy is if i die and come back as royalty
so if im gonna make anything outta this life i gotta marry into it... sucks

As I counted the votes I started to think about the people in this small little town of Hawthorne. With tears in my eyes I kept counting, knowing good and well the outcome, regardless of the great state of California's stance on the matter ( Read more... )

This happened for a reason, I am being punished ( Read more... )

The salt on my lips was making them go numb ( Read more... )