shit's changing right before my eyes.

john-david and i went on a small adventure today.
( here's a couple photos )

i don't feel good enough, yet he adores me. i feel so comfortable with him. i can be myself at any time and any place and he'll do just the same. he's not afraid of being goofy. my credit card just had a heart attack...i paid my car insurance in full again. $620. and my paycheck FOR THE MONTH was less than $200. being poor is so shitty! ( Read more... )

i don't feel good enough.

i have a boyfriend now. :)

90% of the time i check the weather for the day...it is as cold as flagstaff.
minus the snow.
BUT it is going to be cloudy/rainy for the next few days.
so it goes up to 60 something and gets humid.

mmm warm.

i'm not going to post all the pictures i have on myspace but pull out a few favorites...which is still a lot. today started out really well...my grandma woke me up around noon and i opened up the mail i had received over break. turns out i'm on the president's list and the college of health science's dean list for fall 08. made me feel all ( Read more... )

isn't it terrifying how fast a moment goes by? living day to day hoping for something amazing when everything amazing is potentially right in front of us, all around us. the days are too long, but years seem impossibly short. i try to embrace every moment...then i end up picking which of those are important and engulf myself in them. depending ( Read more... )

i have a lot to say and no time to write it. soon, i promise.

some things change.
some things change back.

I GOT STRAIGHT As!!!

i've never felt more proud of myself.
i'm crying i'm so happy.