after what i read last night i decided i need to get rid of this journal. i'm going to get a new one in the next few days so just watch out for a new friend. I'LL ADD YOU.

peace.

oh man i love this boy without limits!

another photo adventure today...i feel like i'm losing my talent.

( i don't want to lose it. )

working so hard and getting that A makes me cry every time.
i'm proud of me. hahaha.

i don't know what my problem is tonight. i woke up at 3 and haven't gone back to sleep. there is so much going through my head i can barely contain it. my brain needs to breathe. after that i need to settle down. i don't know why i rush myself so much. it won't get me anywhere. time to just enjoy life ( Read more... )

i don't want to live here. i know i don't.

i wish i could pull a puffy cloud out of the sky ( Read more... )

what is it that i actually want?

time continues to scare me. minutes still move too slow, years still move too fast. i'm afraid i don't have enough time to do everything in life and i don't have a focused passion to follow...that is except for living and learning. life is so incredible, i wish everyone could have this sort of awareness. just be ( Read more... )

here's a quick entry to let you know i'm still alive. i spend a lot of time at school or with john-david. this means i'm slacking on school-work...this means i need to spend less time with the boyfriend (unfortunately). he's the greatest guy i've met in my life up-to-date. it feels so good to have someone ACTUALLY care about me. i'm ( Read more... )