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I worked the NFL draft yesterday doing security. Im called in today to work somewhere else. So that means no band practice. Im annoyed at that. But well practice during the weekend. But technically I got enough money to throw in so we can record. And other stuff...not to self stop calling people half asleep.

The ex fiance calls me at work to send her all her stuff. So that made me feel like shit. I need to study. I got work from 8am -8pm at rockville center tomorrow. Im hanging with the goth girl tonight cause its been a while, then coming home to pass out. Sunday band practice cause I feel like im neglecting one of the only things thats going right, ( Read more... )

I got so much to do and been thinking about so much. Im all dressed and ready to head to my moms press conference thing after class, and then I go home after that. I got an 82 on my midterm and I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me, I need to study more. I start my marriage and commercial law classes at NYU next month and I know its going to ( Read more... )

Im in school about to go to class. I try not to let things bother me, they mess with my friend thomas and will harp on him for things he say when they dont know him. But Id like to see someone say stuff to his face with me behind them. I assume hes a kid that doesnt like to fight but the moment someone does say something when Im there, they are ( Read more... )

just walk away, just walk away slowly ( Read more... )

Seems like everything is going in reverse, things were starting to look up and all this shit happened and it sucks I cant even mention half the stuff, the only thing I can mention is I lost my bassist anthony because our old one is friends with everyone in the band and basically said he wasnt going to be friends with anyone and begged for a second ( Read more... )

and thats no exaggeration.

maybe it was 7th or 8th grade, I got into this really bad dirtbike accident while competiting upstate. I had to get surgery on my knee and permanent scars on my elbows nd my other knee and a small one on my chest, its the result of 2 or so bikes including mine riding over my body. From time to time I wake up to my knee shaking and completely ( Read more... )

I got a parking ticket like 3 weeks ago and I didnt even know. My moms taking the money out of my account. Dammit. I miss emily....I havent seen her in forever. Roadtrip upstate in a few weeks and to CT next week to see some people and old friends? Life is busy. I need a real job and need to practice my turns on the bike. I have a feeliing when ( Read more... )