i haven't felt like updating at all lately.
but i just wanna say goodbye to two people.

Mthew Britton
-i've only ever met him a few times but he was such a great person-

William Hosking
-the best show coach ever, "tough love". he's changed my life forever.-

rest in peace

December 12, 2003

my dad and i just got into a fight. i told him that i only ever talked to him because i wanted the maxima and i took pity on him because hes the most miserable person in the world and has no friends. i told him i did't need him and that i was doing fine on my own. he tried to tell me i could't get a permit and i tolk him that since i did't live ( Read more... )

i'm grounded so nothng happened this weekend... holly stoped by once and a while but thats about it. shes grounded too so the only time she gets to go out is when she comes see me. we're going to a christmas tree sometime soon that should be fun. and i think thats it. see everyone tomorrow

things have been going really good lately. i was getting all exicted about christmas and my birthday and the chance of getting a car or mabey my maxima. but my o so wonderful mother told me just now that i can't get my permit until i find a job and pay her back for the fine i had. i want to die right now. i dont think anyone knows how important ( Read more... )

alright i'll finish that last entry now. candy said if i start with jenna shes start with me and i told holly and i did't want anyone else ot get into it but holly told candy that if she started with me then holly was gunna start with her. things are so fucked up. i'm going tonight anyway and when i get home around 12 then i'll update about what ( Read more... )

today, last night and the rest of the week wasn't good. i'll start with last night, sean called and guess what?! hes going back out avec jenna. i guess shes going to eh party at daves tomorrow and i wanna kill her. but candy is being... confusing to say teh least and told me that if i toutched her that she'd start with me.. hollys here so i'll ( Read more... )

friday-went to the lycoming mall w/holly and laura and had a greattime. i got a new shirt and some makeup ( Read more... )

today wasn't very fun... the school was full of school spirt, people i thought i could trust turned out not to be that at all. i don't want friends anymore i just want people i can talk to and who understand. i'll just stick to holly cassie miko and laura. i accept them for who they are and they keep me beliving there are people who care. i'm ( Read more... )

my weekend is kinda a big blob in my memory so i'll just put everything down as if it all happened in a day or two ( Read more... )

friday- see cassies journal(i don't feel like typing lol). i love all of them, fun times.
saturday- sat home and did laundry
sunday- went to a fall harvest party at the barn and did a three legged race and a bunch of other things with jordan. then went home and here i sit.
thats it hope you had fun reading this.