yesterday i stayed home and did nothing... there's not really much to do anyway. i'm happy because for once in my life i've been fine, even in a good mood modt of the time. i don't exactly know why but i think its because i've figured myself out and i'm alright with whatevers going on. anyway today i'm hoping to chill with a certain someone but ( Read more... )

right now i'm on the phone with carlos because i thought he was going crazy and i was gunna be a nice person and help him but i guess all he wanted to talk and right now i'm trying to explain to him that i don't wanna be friends with him at all and to only contact me if he really needs something. oh well he doesn't understand many things, this is ( Read more... )

today was a major pick me up since yesterday i was really upset about something and did't want to do anything but sit in my room and sleep. but today i met miko and cara uptown and stayed there for ten mins er so then they walked me to my friends house and i stayed there till 9ish and watched blue something... some comedy about a diamond thief. ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in forever because i was wasting all my time on some asshole but thats over for good this time. thank god. now i'm free and have all the time in the world to do whatever. here's whats new in my life... the ex bought me a kitten a while ago and she's a huge pain in the ass, all she does is attack me and cassie, her names ( Read more... )

cassie and i are sditting here in the learning center doing nothing because they only have two fucking cameras and making this imovie thing is going to take forever. so i was checking up on everyones lives and cassie started complaining that i never update. so here it is... i'm doing alright, a little down because carlos dumped me because when ( Read more... )

last night cliff and i broke up. tomorrow would have been our two month anniversary. i know we wern't going out that long but i really did love him and it seemed like this feeling would last forever. i stayed home from school today so now i'm grounded for a week. candy told me that she thinks i should just be single fera while and get my ( Read more... )

just to warn anyone who might care... things haven't been going so well lately and i haven't been that happy but something happened about 20 mins ago that pushed everything over the edge. i'm more than likely going to me withdrawn and not very friendly, i don't mean to be bitchy or anything i just want some time to think and not be bothered by

sorry for not updating in a while, there just hasn't been anything positive going on in my life(other than me driving). for a while i thought everything was great and it could't get better but now everything feels like its falling apart. its hard to explain how i feel now so i'm just not going to bother. i just want to say thank you to all the ( Read more... )

new years eve- went to the show at philips with candy and saw cliff, miko, bridgette, cara, peige, natalie, abdalla, and a whole bunch of other people there. cliff gave us a ride to candys, we called bridgette and went to dennys with her, but the goddamn fryer was broken er some shit and i just wanted my eggs and bacon and everything took so ( Read more... )

yesterday- cliff came over early in the morning and we slept all day then woke up and did nothing much at all. later we got candy and were going to go to the movies with bridgette but when we got there and met abdalla he decided he wanted to go to dennys so i had to tell bridgette and i felt really like a bad friend but... i don't even know. we ( Read more... )