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_pyschonaut_

Dead Souls

Feb 20, 2005 20:07

Im starting to isolate myself from everything around me. Im starting to run away from myself and everything else. I feel like a soul wandering through the streets of a busy city with things to do and say but with no way to do or say them. No i will not be another rat to run on your hamster wheels. I will not contribute to this machine. Then they ( Read more... )

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inalvorna February 21 2005, 03:08:20 UTC

i understand. im sorry you are having a hard time. do you think diseased heads can ever fix themselves? because i hate being like this. medication kills the lonliness only for awhile. but even when im with others im alone. i dont know if thats how you feel. but if you ever really need to talk, i can relate and try to help or just listen.
i get pretty lonely up here too.

loveisdyingoff February 21 2005, 03:19:49 UTC

*sigh* you know, that
i don't always get along with
you. but really, if you need
to talk ever. at any time of
the day or night. just call.
i'm alright at listening, and
i've lived a lot so i have
decent advice. sorry that you
deal with what you do. <3.

yourvagranteyes February 21 2005, 18:02:31 UTC

i will understand....or at least try my best? i accept you whole-heartedly as well. you're a cool kid. haha. although i don't think you need to be any skinnier, do what you want; what ever makes you happy. we needa hang out i think...mmm...you're beautiful.

almost forgot! yourvagranteyes February 21 2005, 18:08:05 UTC

oh no, and i woulda called you on saturday, but i seriously thought you were still grounded. oh no...i think that i said i wanted you there like 10 times, and i think On* was getting annoyed..hehe. well, this next weekend is gunna be the same thing, but at Bridget's house. Hope you can make it....okie...see you in the halls in like 5 minutes....bye?

Re: almost forgot! loveisdyingoff February 23 2005, 01:47:04 UTC

i was not getting
annoyed. haven't you
heard the news? liking
you is, like, so last year.
haha, <3.

Re: almost forgot! yourvagranteyes February 23 2005, 03:46:51 UTC

well, that's cool. sorry i though as such...(i was on a bit of i high you know...)

_pyschonaut_ February 21 2005, 22:16:13 UTC

Its ok josh yeah i wrote that, got bored. i miss you kid. I love you On* can i come over saturday or would you rather I not?

loveisdyingoff February 23 2005, 01:45:48 UTC

its friday. and
yeah you can come over.
i have to talk to you
about something anyway.

You don't know me, ... lmntal_bliss March 5 2005, 07:14:19 UTC

But Josh and Rick and Bill and Fred do. Sweetie, let me tell you, you are beautiful. You are beautiful to Josh and I am in love with your mind. It mirrors mine. Ask Josh about the crazy antics of "Sian" or Rick, rather, he knew them more in depth. I will come back to TR one day and I can promise you I will accept all of you and be delighted to hear the innermost twisted realms of your imagination. I too know the horrors of medicated entropy, it is no way to live. Oh, I pray for the day I meet you in the flesh ... even if it has become a prosthetic porous shell. I hope you are happy with Josh.

I will add you to my friends, if you don't mind ...