Emotional Recession

[_pyschonaut_]

I have been going through a mental decline lately, perhaps its because of them tappering me off my lithium, the lamictal isnt takeing its place. I feel more reclusive and as my doctor says "pocker faced". This might just go away though

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hey kid.

[lmntal_bliss]

Look, again, I know you don't know me, and again, I know Josh and Rick and Fred and Bill ... etc. etc. but I want you to know, that I used to be medicated too and I decided to quite taking that shit a few years ago after an overdose because of a really bad night. That is beside the point. I find it interesting to read your posts because your mind in its darkest of places is a mirror to mine, which leads me to believe that you can also overcome it, if only for moments at a time, you can take control of it. I am led to believe that you too are bipolar because of the lithium? you may have other "disorders" as I do too, but that one is the one I am first drawn to. I know that in the darkest of places in your head, (if you are in fact like me) that when you are alone at night praying for sleep, you are at your most vulnerable. You may, at that time, see things more horrible than any human ever should and wonder if they are real and pray that they aren't. You may find it hard to tell worlds apart because everything begins to be so warped.

Re: hey kid.

[_pyschonaut_]

Yeah thanks you have it right for the most part, I am not Bipolor though i am unipolor (majour depressive disorder) which is like bi polor but missing the "happy pole" so instead of going from happy highs to sad lows i go from nuetral to shitty more often. But yeah Ive been on all the strongest antidepressents so they are throwing some bipolor meds at me in desperation. thanks for careing ill be fine

Re: hey kid.

[lmntal_bliss]

There is no happy pole ... there is an incredible amount of adrenaline, (which with me was violent adrenaline) pole. And it is my pleasure to care. Offer still stands. I rarely sleep so you are more than welcome to call. Ask Josh ... he has called me at all ungodly hours of the night. I am here to listen.

Re: hey kid.

[_pyschonaut_]

Well yeah the "happy pole" is more of a manic attack but Id rather have that alot of the time. I am fine i dont usaully go around talking to people when im down.

[_pyschonaut_]

ok dont call im back home and not going out tonight

[yourvagranteyes]

nothing to say.....
but i love you....

hm...i'm saying it maybe too much...