Where do I start? Last night i was going to stay at matt yandas house, those who dont know him hes openly gay, which was cool. We were going to go to a play at the civic center with amanda and steve but decieded not to and fool around in shopko instead. I the dumbass I am took some DXM which was fine at first no problem. Then We went to schuete ( Read more... )

Friday, Mmm about time dont you think? Well I think I am going to break a promise or too of mine tonight if i can get out of the house. Schools a bitch and im really looking forward to death lol, well i was going to say summer but just realized im going to be working my buttox off for money untill school starts again and then same thing next summer ( Read more... )

Well last few times ive tried to write in here i accidently hit the esc button or it said it was in read only and i forgot to copy it, thus the entry was deleted which frustrated me ( Read more... )

I'm pathetically great at ruining my life. I guess the weeks ones are there to justify the strong ( Read more... )

Its a sick day, i just gave up this morning and my mom said i had a fever so i didnt have to try to convince anyone to let me stay home. Last night i was hanging out with matt yanda watching queer as folk episodes, which turn out to basically be soft core gay porn with plot lines, ... impressive. Im drinking orange juice and eating some potstikers ( Read more... )

Well it looks like i will be able to socialize with you fine people on friday but wont be able to stay the night, cursed father. Now that my "father" has returned he says i might not get my comp back for alot longer even tho he agreed on one month which would be this weekend ( Read more... )

Im starting to isolate myself from everything around me. Im starting to run away from myself and everything else. I feel like a soul wandering through the streets of a busy city with things to do and say but with no way to do or say them. No i will not be another rat to run on your hamster wheels. I will not contribute to this machine. Then they ( Read more... )

Sunday Snow Storms, Slippery Sidewalks, Stalking Spirits ( Read more... )

im sorry to carly and everyone else. i guess im somewhat ungrounded now but dont have computer back yet or my car. im starveing inside eek. but not getting into that, a few days a go i bought an ancient species of fish that looks like a wickedly evil eel with tons of dorsal fins, its a carnivore and hunts down my other fish. its fun to watch, bad ( Read more... )

Im writing this on my sisters computer,mines been taken away and interent disconected. I probablly wont be writing on this for awhile im grounded for at least a month. I am being forced to cut my hair short on tuesday. I want to die, sorry i wont be able to hang out alot josh. This is all my fault. bye