i realize now that that day i should have never replied. i should have turned away and moved on, now i regret what i did and i hate it. but i will try to move on and forget about it and act like it never happened, things were alot better for be before it did so i hope they can go back to the way they were.

i wish i could say how i really feel on this. it would make me feel alot better.

Tonight was alot of fun. i went to the show at the temple and i like expected it was amazing. i have to add that i got lost with kurt, steve graf, gabby, marrisa, and steff going to checkers and on our way back it was fun though. anyway the show was alot of fun once again seeing people i havent seen in a while and chillin with all of them and i ( Read more... )

tonight i saw modern life is war and with honor in glen cove with my boys. i saw alot of people i havent seen or chilled with in a long time and it was really good seeing them again, mad good times. Modern life is war is honestly so amazing the lead singer gets into it and you can tell he loves nothing more than playing for everyone and seeing ( Read more... )

How did I not know that your words meant less than dust ( Read more... )

well justin told me some really good news today and it honestly made my week, except i have to work on a few personal things. anyway this weekend should be good or atleast i hope it is. i joined the gym yesterday and i feel really good working out again and everything. I also applied to shoprite today, i need a job badly, i need money badly. on ( Read more... )

this last like month or so has been a kind of waiste, but whatever im not gonna waiste my time anymore and just move on. on another note things have been pritty good lately, chillin with mad cool people, playing football, just having real good times. this weekend sounds like it should be good and i hope it comes fast. so christmas isnt too far away ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

Things have been pritty good lately, they could be better but i cant really complain. I have been playing alot of football which is alot of fun. My friends are amazing and i love them. School is going ok i could be doing better but whatever. I really cant wait for christmas. I cant to open my presents and all that. I really love this time of year, ( Read more... )