yeah well, today was cool. i woke up early and went to my church where i played gutiar with the praise band. I enjoyed it. I enjoy being around those people. We played some songs. Then this kid bill, let me drive his car, i love 5-speeds. hahaha, i hope i didnt break is clutch though. then lunch at this deli place. all in all it was a good day ( Read more... )

wait, step back, sheesh... ive done alot of stupid things, hurt alot of really great people. The only thing that can be said to that is, it happens, and im sorry to those. As much as i have not live this, there is a truth in my life that is the most amazing thing that could happen to a person, Jesus Christ. Though i dont show it most of the ( Read more... )

well life ultimate sucks, and i jus tdont know what to do. I really like colleen, but im not sure whats up. Everytime im with her everything seems great, but otherwise, seems to go bad. I feel horrible right now. And i think i might just go back to sleep for a month or so, and not talk to anyone. That would be cool. Well talk to everyone ( Read more... )

You say i shouldnt care, that it shouldn't bother me. Well it does. Then you try to say that i could tell you if i didn't want you to hang out with him, that you wouldnt if that were the case. Well you know good and well that im not gonna do that cause that would be shitty. But you also know that it does bother me but you do it anyways. That ( Read more... )

its been awhile journal. sorry. Well lifes good. Gina is in my life as a friend and i feel amazing about that. its cool we can hang out and be friends without it being too weird. i miss things but i have new things. everything has to begin and end. "ship in a bottle set sail". hahaha, thats a good song. i relized recently that i know alot ( Read more... )

its the last day of school for my jounior year. i should be happy but im gonna miss it. im not sure if im ready to be the elders on campus. im not sure if im ready to have a last year in high school. i dont want to grow up too fast. but the summers come, and lots of river swimming will follow. love to all. -jeff-

dont be hateful gina i want that pic of me and tony back on the background. Please. -jeff spicoli-

Sorry cannot begin to discribe the past. may the future make the past wilther and had die and may the future look bright and vibrant like the moment i first met you gina. only time will tell. and only time will allow you to see my true intentions for i have for you and i. i will miss the past but i look more toward the future. -jeff-

I hope that I just misinterpreted your mood on the phone a minute ago. i hope, for i was in a bad mood today. When you called when i got home it mad my mood bettered, even thought i had to go. I went because I didn't want to say something i would regret later, something that would only come out because of my ill mood. My mood is now worsened ( Read more... )

Well things are good and things are bad. things have been better and yet worse. i know what has to be done i just dont know if i want to. but i dont guess that really matters does it. well i hope everything goes well. you know how i do it. -gina your amazing i dont deserve you- -jeff-