Well i was having a good day. Then i called gina and she was sleeping or something and let me just sit there and talk to myself, man that pisses me off. I went to church and i had fun i guess. I didnt really pay attention. Then i get home and gina calls, its cool i guess, i was happy but i had to get off due to the fact that my stepdad needed ( Read more... )

A sad fact is that the moment you start caring is the moment your heart gets crushed. The moment people arent acquaintances they break your heart. The moment someone means something to you, the feel like they have the upper hand and want to feel more powerful or something. And that bites. Yet no matter what i still love life and the people i ( Read more... )

am i in too deep. what does that mean. i guess i know if i hit the bottom. -jeff-

Gina Kay Aliff ( Read more... )

Priorities are important. realizing a priority is sometimes difficult to do in certain situations. like take for instance, i recked my truck this morning and all i could think about was me. and how crappy things were at the moment. well then i started to think clearly and i thought that things could be much worse. things happen for a reason. ( Read more... )

"This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard ( Read more... )

This is just absolutely ridiculous! I dont understand it for the life of me. Gina is grounded and i get that and i can live with it. But wait, now im grounded too. I didnt do something or whatever, but i think its more so cause my parents think i disappear with gina or something. like we were suppose to be swinging and i went to get gas or ( Read more... )

I just want you to know that ill be coming tonight and ill probably call you later this afternoon and talk to you. but ill be there and try to bring tony. -Jeff-

everything was good. now its not. i love everything and now im not sure. i left things unsaid that might have made me feel better. i should have done alot and now i dont know if i want to. things change to fast and i think to much. i feel good about things one minute and i hate everything the next. is it depression or not. i dont know. Gina i ( Read more... )

i just woke up my stomach still isnt feeling good, but my mind is filled with thougths of you. i can remember the first day i met you. at the mall when you came down the escalator lookin all hot and stuff. and then a few days later when we went to see a movie with ashley and natelle. man i like you alot back then. But its even better now. ( Read more... )