Stop. Everything in my life that i hate is gone. I want nothing to do with it. i only want what i love and thats any and everything that im not against. Everything that keeps me up at night, praying to go away, i reject right now. I want nothing to do with you anymore. i want whats good to me, LOVE. i want god, i want my true friends, i want ( Read more... )

eht gnileef fo ton wonk tahw ot od si eno i wonk llew. i tnaw ton ot pmuj otni sgniht ro ekam ytsah lamoitarrI snotisid, tub i wonk ton tahw ot od. ANIG ruoy os gnizama ot em. lla eht emit. i tsuj deen ot epyt. erongi lla taht mi ginyas rof atton si telf. I tusj leef das dna eruhsun. ylniam eud ot eht tcaf taht i dah tola fo eerf emit ot ( Read more... )

I hate the way my life works. I get excited, i have a good time. then something someone says, or the tone in which someone speaks to me makes me wonder if im just in a dream world, if all that i was just happy about is just in my head and everything really sucks. then i think why cant i just understand something, anything. why does everything ( Read more... )

Im in school, 4th period. fun. i jsut got done with this cool end of course exam. it was amazing. Trevor chatham this dude sitting next to me. hes a basball player. ha, i didnt try out for the team cause i didnt want to cut my hair. well he did and didnt make the team. and i make fun of him as often as i can. now he has a "Awesome" (hahaha ( Read more... )

ooo yeah, i always have a great time with her. she makes me feel so amazing. which is very awesome due to the fact that shes so amazing. and to amazing people are well... amazing. i had the best time last night and i hope to see her today. it seems like i never can get enough Aliff and you know i kinda like it -jeff-

Suspicions of thy self are eminent ( Read more... )

why is a word i use often. One i use when there is nothing left to say. when my mind i so confused, and anxious. when i worry to much. when life doesnt go my way. when everything seems perfect and then seems bad almost as immediately. Life in general leds to the word why. and when you ask yourself why only anguish will follow. my advise to ( Read more... )

Sitting alone often leds me to wonder how lucky i am. it leads me to think of when you rub your nose against mine. when you hold my hand. when i think of these things nothing else seems to matter

Wow, i will never be able to comprehend how much the relationship i'm in right now means to me. She's such a great girl, and i just hope that i'm good enough for her. I know that i would love to know that things could always stay the same, "But nothing is here to stay, everything has to begin and end." and ultimately i can handle however this ( Read more... )

Gina thank you so much for making my journal hotness. your so amazing, and when your away from me i miss you so much. later