man i had a good time tonight. Gina your amazing. im so fond of the time we spend together. when im with you time doesnt seem to have boundaries. and im sorry if you get in trouble i really hope you didnt. ill probably call you in a few minutes. but your amazing and i love every minute im spend with you and every minute i think of you.

im not sure about frustrated feelings. frustrated feels can overwhelm a person. they can contort a persons insides in a position no one should ever feel. yet they are essential in life for they can help a person figure themself and others. they can bring incite to a life, along with anger and missary but incite is good. some people jog when ( Read more... )

I thought everything was going great. I dont really know whats going on. but the tone in your voice on the phone a few minutes ago makes me outraged with mixed emotions. and who knows maybe im just thinking with my head up my ass but i dont really think so. maybe im just thinking more into things than i should but i dont feel that is the case ( Read more... )

Capacity for thought is very slow do to the fact of complete anticipation of what could happen. The feeling of excitement, anger, fear, all at the same time. Everything just a blury mess. And i wouldn't have it any other way. man everything is great and yet still confusing.

its like early friday mornig and i just had the worst dream. it was about Gina. Gina is amazing but i hated every minute of it,not because i have something against her..., i guess you have to know what the dreams about. im so glad i woke though. i guess i had it due to the fact that i was thinking of her before i went to sleep. i feel kinda bad ( Read more... )

Well yeah. today was cool this guy jumped out of an airplane onto our football field, it was awesome. and my friend tony has a thing for this girl i have a thing for's sister. as confusing as that may sound the way i said it, its not. And i think thats really cool. everything seems to be going great. i feel really happy and ive been haveing ( Read more... )

well its like 8:30 and you know im chilling. i just got off the phone with a great person. and it was a great talk. its kinda weird because i feel like ive known her forever. well atleast long enough to be selfish with her. i cant help it i want her all to myself. that might be bad but i dont care. Lately ive been feeling crummy but shes ( Read more... )

Gine Cant call people back. She said she was really sorry. Im not so sure. But shes really a nice girl. Its i... just dont know. I wish that i could take her to Prom. But i dont have any Money. You see im poor. I dont think she cares if i have money or not so thats really great. Im really confused, im not sure how i feel about her i just ( Read more... )