I just had a great past four days, There was food, beautiful views, lots of walk, and hotels involved. I'll post more later.

Yes, I had a great time, but this trip has also left me utterly confused. I feel I know what is going to end up happening, but I know I need to get this all cleared up. It was nice.

Tonight, was a surprisingly amazing night. I think this is the first time I've felt totally comfortable around strangers, new people ( Read more... )

Yay! :D

July 25 Pemberton BC Pemberton Festival
July 26 Seattle WA Key Arena at Seattle Center
July 28 Edmonton ALB Rexall Place
July 29 Calgary ALB Pengrowth Saddledome
July 31 Winnipeg MAN MTS Centre
August 2 Minneapolis MN Target Center
August 5 Toronto ONT Air Canada Centre
August 7 Uncasville CT Mohegan Sun Arena
August 8 Worcester MA DCU Center
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I never truly realized how accurate the statement , a person is born alone and dies alone, really is. People, friends, acquaintances, family, enemies, teachers, lovers; they all seem to come and leave like each passing day. In my naivety, I believed that the ones that you loved, and loved you, would always be there. They would be your family. But ( Read more... )

It's nice to know someone cares and might currently be thinking of you.  I really miss that. I miss the confidence that a friend might have you on  their mind, might be worrying about you. It was comforting.

Today, every smile felt so forced and every laugh felt like a lie. No matter how true each positive emotion I expressed was, it still felt like there was something crawling through this gaping hole in my chest ( Read more... )

I fucking missed the anniversary of Dad's death. Fuck. What kind of person am I? And get this, no one said anything to me. No one reminded me, no one asked me if I was alright that day, no one fucking cared. It's not their responsibility, but do I really come off as that unemotional? That apathetic? I don't think I've ever gotten a hug on his ( Read more... )

Do I have a fucking sign on my back that says "Treat Me Like Shit"?

I just can't seem to stop crying. I think I need someone to save me...'

That would be nice.