well haven't updated in a lil bit.

i am home doing hw =/

still grounded =(

my birthday is saturday

yeah, still grounded.

this ones going to be bad =/

<3 one of these days ur gunna love me

but i already love you.

but nothing is fine.

i know someone that makes me happier than anyone in the world :)

and thats all i need.

<3

I'm sorry for letting you down day after day.

I don't deserve anything.

Nobody deserves this.

Yeah cuz every little thing is guna be alright.

=)

u haven't hurt me yet.

fuck confusion.

i HATE this.

i love our twisted little mess.

well everyone im in lockdown mode for right now. things shall change.

ok so states was fantastic. i have many many pictures to come. sure do. i love my friends and hate when their lives aren't going well. don't cry anymore i love you more than anything. i hate crying tho...i do it enough..perhaps? anyway im ( Read more... )

leaving in 20 min for states.

i'll be back wednesday evening.

if you love me call my cell.

it's broken but voicemail sure isn't.

i will miss everyone mad.

fucking right.

I'm going to start seeing things differently.

tonight i said things i've never said to my mom. NEVER THOUGHT I'D SAY EITHER.

tonight i was civil and i dealt with my problems rationally.

tonight i cried a lot.

tonight i smiled a lot.

tonight i spent time with 2 of my greatest friends. one who has been there for me for years. the other who is ( Read more... )

so life.. life?!? my life= lies. apparently i am going to hell for lying. well thats comforting.. life has been interesting lately.. ever since the hurricane ive been becoming closer with some awesome people..hopefully its guna be all good..but i duno i guess im the one that causes problems.. family problems..u know..the lies. yah so i feel like ( Read more... )