so its been a really long time since i last wrote in here. i barely have any time 2 myself now. im always with my b/f who i love more then anyhting in the world. i just quit my job becuase i hated the manager so now during the day i have time to myself . time thats needed me and derek started fighting way to much so i think my having time alone ( Read more... )

i fucking heart derek so much but not when he dirnks last night was his 2nd night in a row drinking for the first time and i hate it! hes so diff. he's a lot meaner i def. dont like it but may-b i can make him stop drinking? i dunno i dont want to lose him but when he drinks it makes me sad cuz the way he acts i dont think he cares anymore and im ( Read more... )

im no longer a virgin thanks 2 the love of my life derek kessler! woot

wow once again its been a while since my last update so much has been going on well my mom is outa town and she'll be home 2morrow:/ derek has been here every night to keep me company<3 sam nd manders were here too i fucking love those 2! anyway i did cleaning for the past 2 days making sure everything is ready for my mom to get home...i have 4 ( Read more... )

wow i cant even mamber the last time i wrote in here...ive been so busy so much shit has been happening to me..mander nd me r really good friends now and i think this girl sam and i will be too ive been hanging out with her a lot lately anf yesterday we had so much fun together..im sorta dating derek kessler the love of my life im crazy about him! ( Read more... )

i like someone he likes my friend my friend doenst like him he doesnt know i like him no1 knows i want to tell him im scared he'll say no!

well not much exciting is going on in my life.. um i didnt go to school this whole week i dont know exactly what im doing with my life..ill find out soon i hope..ive been talking to cory again..kinda bad thing i mean i nver got over him but its like 1000x's worse i cant stop thinking about him but he told me he cant do a long distance relationship ( Read more... )

so hanging out with amanda has been tons of fun and this girl kara is relle cool.. um i wont be driving around in a f250 diesel 4X4 anymore :/ that stinks.. um ive also been hanging out with lil bit(amanda) she's so sweet weve been doing a lot of us hanging out with the boys we like they r both friends garret and david..the boy ive wanted to talk ( Read more... )

hey well ive been hanging out with amanda lately and this girl kara well were having a lot of fun. her parents are out of town so ive been sleeping there we went to the rodeo but it was closed that was a bummer but we chilled with a few people met some relle cool people... but last night was funny lol kara paid this kid derek to eat a dog treat and ( Read more... )

piper sucks beacuse we had to go to school with no AC! but yuh i left early both days today i woke up late..not relle i just didnt want to get up

im reading mein kampf!
woo sub in my 2nd blk its party time lol! im done

peace out lXl