hey well it feels like 4ever since i last wrote in here...so here's whats new...my grandpa died tues. friday night i talked to my sister and she sounds so f'in cute and she was relle excited to talk to me and she wants to come down! how cool!!!!well last night stephen wanted me to go over his hosue cuz his parents were out but he had alcohol there ( Read more... )

R.I.P poppop you will be missed but never forgotten...im proud of all the things you did for me and taught me...you were and stilla re my whole world! you showed me off and believed in me..i know you will protect me while im on the streets and i promise to never marry those niggers! i love you grandpa(poppop)your still in my heart and will be 4ever ( Read more... )

yo fuckers..well 1st off 4 some reason or another nycole stood me up so im done with her w/e...me nd kevin r leaving for orlando in a lilttle bit im so excited i so cant wait! its going to be super fun! well im goin 2 sleep im tired ill update wen i get back

ok so i went today to get my uniform for work and i get a call 4rm my aunt telling me they moved my grandpa 4rm icu to another room..i thought that meant he was getting better...no he's going to pass away anytime...i seriosuly want this doctor who overmedicated an 82 year old to die! and once i get his name ill put him out there and we r going ( Read more... )

stephens mad at me he thinks im cheating on him blah blah blah im annoyed... im thinking of taking a break but im not sure with all this stress i cant handle anymore...i mean he's supposed 2 b here 4 me right? i dont feel like he give a shit with wut im going thru i still feel like im doing it all alone and this just sux! i need my best friend here ( Read more... )

im super bored...didnt chill w/the b/f cuz um he called wen ppl were already at his hosue nd he told me he still hada eat nd shower so im like f that so i called josh told him to come over...ooops ( Read more... )

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im not over josh yet:/ uh oh! i dont think i ever will be! y cant he just go away!?
the b/f is back
kevin nd nycole rnt here so i have no1 to go skinny dipping with!
im dun writting i have nothing to say bye

well today has been a pretty rough day..well the other day i got a call 4rm my mom and she told me my grandpa was in the hospital and 4 some reason i had a bad feeling so i went over there he seemed pretty alert but today wen i went to see him..well i didnt see MY grandpa i dont know who he was...he couldnt walk could barely speek didnt smile ( Read more... )

got my new cell phone 2day nextell bitches! anway i was supposed 2 chill w/justin m today but josh wnated to chill so guess who he's chilling with now? yuh asshole josh! um me nd mike were goin to chill he's prolly goin ou twith jj 2 a club and so yuh thats awesome how no1 wants to chill with me i feel like a loser and i have no friends:/ i miss my ( Read more... )