LIving with Gabriel makes me feel so incredibly insecure about myself. Kinda depressing.

Today is just one of those days where I could stay in and masturbate ALL day.

I will be beautiful.

Someday.

you just watch.

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

Castles made of sand from Olimilch on Vimeo.

I miss Maria so much! This is such a beautiful song

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

Castles of sand from Olimilch on Vimeo.

A vid that one of the musicians and singers did/wrote about here... made me cry! Love it! I miss Maria!!!

http://www.chictopia.com/rhys

Love this site, and I need to be more active on it!

Last night was the first time I've felt sexy in a long time ( Read more... )

I just facebook stalked like everyone from High school.

That was a really good self esteem boost!

I went to high school with some douche bags! or at least they were at the time..

Holy crap garrett johnson is married with a baby. ANd alex fitzgerald is like a poker player and supposedly been to macau for a poker tournament. Cwazy

2010 is gonna be a hard year.

Bring it on mother fucker.

Goals for 2010. Which I hate making, cause lets be honest... how many of us even REMEMBER our goals by the end of the year? I know I dont.

-Less facebook.

-break the 2.5 year streak.

-dont be such a fucktard.

-more art, more fashion, more music. (which is a given anyways).

this list could be added to...