I hate feeling like this. I can't be with her until I have guaranteed I have changed..my chest feels like its explode because I love her so much and can't express it to her except in text..oh well. I'm supposed to be moving into a duplex next friday..I think I'm going to invite her over for a few beers and we can watch The Goonies together.. ( Read more... )

Wow. This was an eventful week for me! Lets see, I got back with Emily..then on July 4th, she got piss drunk, said I choked her, then came at me telling me to choke her, then I pushed her away, then she came at me again, so I hauled at her grabbed her and wrestled her to the ground in the room. Of course everyone in the house took this as me ( Read more... )

Geh I can't get over this ( Read more... )

Life sucks right now. I lost everything I had except for my clothes, my truck, my job, and my family.. What good am I right now? I plan on moving into Harbor Pines and getting a 2 bedroom, 2 bath and such..Geh..I'm gonna be so lonely. Hopefully will still want to be friends with me and we can still hang out. I want to be with her again so bad..but ( Read more... )

Well...Emily and I are no more. I'm not proud to say that all. I miss her already. I love her still. It ended on a bad note. I never wanted it to end like this. Scratch that..I never wanted it to end. I love her with all my heart..but she doesn't feel the same to me..or does she? I said some hateful things to her..all of them I didn't mean. You ( Read more... )

La de fucking da ( Read more... )

So, I'm totally effin' pissed off. I come into work today expecting me ginormous bag of M&Ms to be chillin next to my computer and I come to the realization that...I don't have my M&Ms there. I look into the trash can and there is the bag. >< BAH! T3H GAYZ0R! AN OUTRAGE! So I went and ranted and raved for a good 20 minutes about how big of a bag ( Read more... )

I'm the happiest guy in the world right now. I have a wonderful fiance and I love her very much. The End.