this was the best winter solstice ever ( Read more... )

in my spare time, i like to look at pretty things because it doesn't remind me of anything, only stirring inexplicable emotions that i guess can be classified under euphoria or happiness but cannot be either for it is not as strong simply because they have no memories attached. i love orchids for their uniqueness and sexuality, roses for their ( Read more... )

He's sitting on the edge of the bed with dark blue covers around his shoulders. My room is too plain, he thinks, so empty. White walls, desk, chair, drawer, bed, girl, blankets, windows, venetian blinds ( Read more... )

caitlin and i are writing a book. we came up with this great idea to have a book of questions and thoughts that arise on mushrooms. it'll only make sense if you read every other word. because that's kind of how shrooms work. i'm gonna take lots of stuff from my writings. and then there's gonna be a few really odd things that you'll only understand ( Read more... )

i had a wierd dream about kiel last night. he sent me a package and i was helluv excited cuz he sent me a present. and i open it and there's another box inside. so i open that and there's another box. etc etc. finally i open the last one and it's empty ( Read more... )

i just turned in my UC apps. it's SUCH a relief.

LA
berkeley
santa barbara
san diego
santa cruz

hopefully i'll get into ONE of them.

last week was the most horrible week ever. but karma will make this week better, i know it will.

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i don't think anyone can comprehend how awesome my life is right now. got really drunk yesterday in the afternoon off jose guervo and coke and chocolate syrup which surprisingly tasted HELLUV good, but of course after i puked it all up, i don't think i'd have the same thoughts if i drank it again. passed out on cayleigh's couch and i feel hElluv ( Read more... )