so i've realized some things.. really. listen its like everyone is always so depressed about life.. like really, even me. i don't get it man.. i guess it occured to me that you make your own life.. not the other way around. you can't go around always feeling sorry for yourself. you just can't. you have to like "take the bull by the horns and run ( Read more... )

i got a new kitten. he is crazy. and yeah i need a name for him. apparently my father doesn't approve of godzilla. last night i went to lake george with phil. we camped. it was fun. and i actually wish i could talk to him right now. it's crazy.. i feel like idk i swear, i've never felt this before. nothing even close. i think i'm in love ( Read more... )

i have cramps.. they really fucking hurt, too. last night was a lot of fun. i hung out with phil. i do that a lot. he's fun. and he's the only boy who's ever told me i'm beautiful and i've believed that he really means it.aw, cute, gay, lame, dorkkkkk. he brought me a blizzard last night after he said he wouldn't ( Read more... )

okay so, my head hurts. i think i must have hit it on something last night.. oh, wait, i remember now, i did. i'm such a sloppy drunk. ha. oh, and i have new hair, yeah it's pretty short. i like it though. anyway. i'm going now.

you know what really gets me? i always try to be a nice person, i try to say hello to everyone even if like i've only met them once, i try to always listen to my friends if they need me, and i try to screw people over as little as possible. but i swear, it just seems like everytime i do something nice, i get something bad in return. i hate how ( Read more... )

weekly horoscope:SCORPIO ( Read more... )

so it's my day off. and i'm cleaning my house. ofcourse.!!!!!! my brother is home for like a week. and still being in the navy, has not taught him how to CLEAN UP AFTER HISELF! arrrr. i'm not a neat freak or anything. but i try to keep my apt as clean as i can. whatever. i'm starving right now. but i'm dieting. ew ( Read more... )

i have the best boyfriend ever. <3

i've been pretty happy as of late. & last night was pretty awesome. so yeah, i'm just waiting for what the big fuck up is going to be to make it shitty again.

gosh i'm cynical. but seriously.

I love days off. & old matchbox twenty. & I really hate Rob Thomas by himself, he sucks. He should really just call his exband, tell them he's a fucking moron for trying to sound like Enrique Igelisas, and he needs them back NOW. Otherwise, I think only 40 something year old women will really be his audience, you know the same people that like John ( Read more... )