I have removed everone from my friends list. This journal is now closed. The ONLY reason Im not deleting it is because I need it for medical refrence.

So. I went to my rheumatoligist today. She said..youre fucked. Not really but she may as well have. Ok maybe im just frustrated from month and months of trying shit and "responding a-typically". Or in laymens terms..having them not work at all and give me horrid side effects. So all thats left to try are cousins of the drugs Ive already tried. I ( Read more... )

Your Daddy Is Darth Vader

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Happy Litha everyone ( Read more... )

Its Fathers day and I dont even want to fucking talk about it. To all the dead beat dads out there - FUCK YOU. Not just today, but everyday, FUCK YOU. If a man (or a woman) cant stick around to help raise the children he helped to make, he is worthless as a human being.

With that out of the way, I would like to wish all the awesome dads on my ( Read more... )

Ganked this jank from my lovie face draupnir2005
Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. writing score: 12
2. mythology score: 9
3. music score: 9
4. reading score: 9
5. books score: 9
6. art score: 8
7. piercings score: 8
8. cats score: 8
9. star ocean score: 7
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I made a new layout, Im not sure if I like it. Ill just change it in month anyways.

I feel bad for not updating. I feel bad in general. I seem to be getting worse and not better at all. All these different meds, and no help. Its beyond frustrating. I want to talk to my specialist about it. Like maybe Ive been misdiagnosed. Yeah I wish. I wish she would say..oh yeah you dont have RA. You have something easily treatable or curable. ( Read more... )

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I really need to update...Motivate me!