i'm sorry i just need to brag- I GET TO GO TO THE COLDPLAY CONCERT AND IT WILL BE AMAZING! now that i got that out. I think today is the most tired i have ever felt-like ever. ah well, i'll live. so my mom and i have set an allowance system up- i get 10 bucks for doing my own laundry, cooking dinner once a week and cleaning my room, it sounds good ( Read more... )

I knew i was on a thin string hanging on. But i never thought it would actually break, and it did. Amanda sent me the new coldplay cd-its honestly the most amazing cd i have ever heard. The lyrics are so like easy to relate too and just so good. I guess to some up how i feel, these lyrics could explain ( Read more... )

Long weekend felt good. I think i have had an attitude change since the weekend- i have become very crazy and pretty open about things- so watch out. right now, i don't have much to say plus i am literally falling asleep.

Oh by the way- if you have a problem with me just tell me

so after school i had to go help some neighbor out. I had to walk and i didnt realize it was raining. So i walked outside and i was walking slowly at first then i started to run, i felt like i was going to burst into tears but i couldn't. I was so close to just running away to wherever my feet took me, but i zoomed back to reality and remembered ( Read more... )

Today was much better because i felt a lot happier. I just feel like cleaning everything out, rearranging my room, and in a sense i want to start fresh. Hopefully that will happen this week/weekend. speaking of weekend, i sort of "reconnected" somewhat with an old friend . I'd have to say it was awesome. I'm so lost in all the old memories, i hate ( Read more... )

I dont worry about the things i use to worry about. And that's a bad thing. I just come home and read and that's it. I barely get my homework done, and dont really care about it anymore. I dont care if i get in trouble in class really, and just everything else i'm not even like thinking about. I was on a roll where i was getting everything done and ( Read more... )

I have become too distant with too many people. I hate it, yet i do nothing about it. Today=not such a great day. Too many people pissed me off. It could be because i'm sick, but i doubt it. I said and did too many things i shouldn't have. I wish i could take it back, but obviously i cant, and never will be able to. I knew my overly happy feeling ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't know anything anymore. I feel like i don't know who my friends are anymore. I don't know what I really like anymore. Not only that, but now i feel like i can only trust very few people. The people i could once trust before, I can't anymore because i have observed so many things about people that i never saw before. Everyone's ( Read more... )

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alls i must say is that last night was AMAZINGG. As much as i feel im getting closer with a lot of other people, i feel like im becoming distant with other people. It sucks but then it doesnt because i use to see those people alll the time and now its more exciting to see or hang out with them because i dont see them as much. But it's sort of sad, ( Read more... )