i dont know why but i am really worried about my french speaking test. i mean i'm not bad at french but its so easy to just go blank and forget everything. Anyway tomorrow i hope will turn out okay. I am suppose to go to my cottage with Fiona And Tom. I told my mom i was "going out" with Tom, and she was like "wow, you want me to meet him already ( Read more... )

Today was actually a good day. For some reason the whole day i was just happy and alive. It was sort of weird but very enjoyable. I miss the way i was in 6th grade, i may have been a bit uglier and loserish but i was definitely a lot happier. I am trying to go back to being my happy self, but i also don't want to lose my maturity. I know i can ( Read more... )

i am in a better mood since the last entry even though nothing has changed between the real reason behind it, but i'm starting to think it's no big deal and maybe it isn't. Anyway I have been thinking like i really want to go back in time, like and live my life in those days where like there was no electricity and stuff and you lived with your ( Read more... )

okay you know how sometimes you just have bad days with friends or they really piss you off? well i am sort of having one. Like, i have noticed that all the time you cant make a decision without your friends like making you feel like shit. it's just like okay are you really my friends or do you just want to make drama? seriously drama just sucks, i ( Read more... )

so break is over, california was good and definitely a trip worth taking...there were some bad things but i shouldn't complain. anyway i was reading Hannah's journal a little while ago and i also realized i really don't know much about myself at all. like i act like i know a lot about myself, actually i act like i know a lot about almost everything ( Read more... )

I have become addicted to reading and not to mention the holocaust. ever since i found out about my grandfather and we started the unit in english it has opened up my mind to it. I have always been interested in it and have read some books on it but now i feel like im becoming..well obsessed i guess. anyway i think i am going to become a reading ( Read more... )

yeah so we are starting the Anne Frank unit in english. Margaret and I were talking about it. Our class is seriously soo obnoxious and disrespectful, seriously like the holocaust is something extremely serious not something you laugh about and make jokes. I had two grandparents survive the holocaust so i am sort of sensitive to the topic of it. So ( Read more... )

i'm noticing well actually i have always noticed that every week i go through a cycle of moods. Some days i feel hyper and happy others i feel dead and tired and want to just like go in a hole and die. and also different times of day i act different. like the morning i just dont talk much then like on the bus and when i get home i go crazyy. it's ( Read more... )

so tonight i went out to dinner with my parents. surprisingly i guess you could say it was a good "bonding time." I don't know i guess i just really realized and saw that hopefully my life is really going somewhere. I just kind of figured out where hopefully i am going with my life. I also came to notice Rochester really isnt that bad, i mean i ( Read more... )

i feel really sick right now. i think i ate way too much, recently i have been eating healthy at breakfast and lunch and then after school i go crazy...then i get mad at myself for eating so much because i feel really sick and disgusting. a lot of times i have been getting this sharp like feeling that lasts for like 10 seconds, that makes me just ( Read more... )