friday was ramjam. and ramjam was awesome. first alex and i hung out, swang... u know, then drew picked us up and me and matt h and drew and alex and john sat together at robinson and watched the bands. matts band was pretty good... really just the last song was good, lol. and then some other people went that we dont know, and then casey was in a ( Read more... )

BARE PARTY! so rediculous. only katy got a lil bare, lol. it was a good time tho. lotsa people came and went and we swang and walked and matched people we know with the faces on the guess who game and... thats basically it, lol. apparently there was a party in alex's neighborhood cuz when bre and i went for our 2:30 run to 7-11 there were a buncha ( Read more... )

so a lot has been going on again. i dont really remember the last time i posted, but if i didnt tell you about the zoo... i went to the zoo a while ago. lol. it was cool. some people have been saying some things about me and it sucks. if you have something to say, tell me. thats that. im goin out with this great guy named matt boettke :) thats ( Read more... )

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this weekend was definately one of the best. talent show friday. holy cow that was so much fun!!! i loved like, every second of it, and everyone was cheering, it was fantastic. then bill and josh got in my moms car with me and we drove to n.c. we played the animal guessing game for a lil while but then bill and josh feel asleep on my shoulders. lol ( Read more... )

this is completely pointless. i have nothing to write about. i got on anyways, hoping i could figure somehting out by the time it loaded... but i didnt. im just letting you know that...... i will be wearing capris tommorow. thats pretty much all i got. except for the fact that dextor is like... one of the cutest animals ever! lol.

yea so i didnt make states. im 18th in the state. kinda exciting. i with i was in the top ten tho so i could actually play in the band. its not fair... they take like... 20 or 30 of everything else... why cant they take 20 oboes. oh well ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile. over 2 months. this place looks different. i've been through some stuff. josh and i are back together... just in case you were wondering. and he's wonderful. im not going to go over everything that happened cuz... well... if i wanted to i would have 2 months ago. drumline got first tho... and we rocked the socks off the judges ( Read more... )

hottubbing with george and josh was definately awesome, especially in the snow. haha. pretty nice.

josh and i are doin better now. im so glad we can get along. im getting happier.

im hoping for at least 2 hour delay.

im really sad.

he's really sad.

this really sucks.

i wish he understood.

i wish i understood.

i feel all fucked up inside.

like i dunno why i do things, but i know i should. but i dont know why i feel bad about doing it.

i still :heart: him.