Tyler and James to name a few ( Read more... )

I hate him. I hate him right now with every inch of my body. I feel it in my bones. I never want to see him because I will slap him and spit in his face because thats exactly what he has done to me. But does anyone care? Everyone just says...that's the way he is. Well how about he is a fucking asshole bastard child who has no respect for anyone but ( Read more... )

Just when you think no one cares. just when you think no one pays attention to you. Just when you think you don't matter to anyone....this happens ( Read more... )

I"ve never felt love like this before. I can't believe how amazing this man is. He's like no one I've ever met. I had the best day with him today. Its amazing how much I missed him. But whats also amazing is that it was ok. We weren't miserable....which is something I've needed. I've needed to feel somewhat independent, yet loved and needed at the ( Read more... )

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I love orchestra. Symphony was so great last night. We had a concert. And we did awesome. I love playing in a group where I feel good. And some bitch tried to take MY SEAT, but I took it back. I earned that seat gosh dangit! heheh. I love violin.....i can't believe I just said that. But it's true. I getting so good!!! YEAH.

I love my sisters. Yeah for them. Rachel and I died her hair today...just put red in the blonde streaks. Now we look even more alike. And she got black glasses. We are freaking twins. Everyone's all spooked that we actually look like twins now. I love it. Next time you see Ally or Rachel...give them a hug and tell them they are beautiful. Because ( Read more... )

I'm back. I'm going to update my journal. I need something to release thoughts. Or at least something to do during Bible class! =) Lately...My hair is red. It's red. I love it. It's a change from the black that I had for over a year. I loved my black hair. But red is a change. I'll probably go back to black. I also realized...I love short hair. I ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a long time. Since Valentine's day. Because I was sick of people saying stupid shit on the comments page and starting Lame wars. And now I have to vent....just because it pisses the holy crap out of me. I just want to say....DAMN am I so totally stoked that I'm leaving this school. And this community. I cannot wait to leave ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Valentines Day. It was awesome. My first time with a true Valentine. Tyler came and picked me up from school..we went to the DMV and got a replacement for my license since PRIX lost it! PUnk ars! Then we went back home and opened presents. I got him a keychain engraved that says Tyler "star shape" Sara. On the other side it says "i ( Read more... )