I'm going to change. I need to change. I'm such a crappy person inside. I judge, I hate, I constantly sin and don't care. I don't care about God anymore. I don't care about people's feelings or emotions. NOw....that's all changing. I'm going to stop being so mean, hateful and closed. I'm going to love everyone and show everyone love. I'm going to ( Read more... )

thick crust pizza, yogurt and granola, chewy sweethearts.....the world is now a beautiful place!

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Lately....my depression has been a roller coaster. Simply out of control. I take my pills...but I still have mini panic attacks. I can't control my crying. It sucks. Good thing I have Tyler. He takes care of me. I love him ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend people. As of Feb 4..I have a boyfriend. Tyler is mine! I'm his! So what, I won't be able to hook-up with anyone else. I would rather hold his hand forever, kiss him forever, than Hook-up with anyone else ( Read more... )

I am 52% Emo

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So on Friday, I went with Tyler, Ryan, Mike and Tim (some really awesome guys) to go see Jim Douglas's jazz recital. He's the piano player at our church and also the BEST FRICKIN PIANO player ever! He's one of my piano idols. Well....he was flippin awesome. I wanted to piss my pants watching him. He's just amazing. I'll never be that good....when I ( Read more... )

rar. I'm obbsesed with piercings. I got another one. I got my left ear, middle cartilidge. Muah. It's cute. But it hurts like hell! Finals are over thank god. I just bought the Ben Folds Five live sessions at 45th. It's awesome. I'm watching it right now. They're sooo awesome live. I can't believe how unbelievably talented these mutha fuckas are. ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my birthday. YEAH! I'm 18. Yeah for me...I can buy cigarettes, vote, piercings, strip clubs, porn....hahahah. How lovely. I got my belly button pierced yesterday along with Andrea niemeotijsngfsng, and rachel got her rook pierced, kiki her nose, and tyler his eyebrow. Everyone looks sexy as hell. That's for sure. Mine is black ( Read more... )