I'm sorry I don't write here much. I try to but it's hard because I tell myself I have to write out all the stuff in my head. I tried before just to write everyday meaningless stuff and it doesn't work. I don't feel like talking about nothing really. I guess I am now tho ( Read more... )

Some people on a message board I go to are talking about teaching babies sign language. It's cool. I guess babies learn it really fast and like a 6 month old can learn it and use it. Isn't that cool? I guess it's easier to learn than to talk and that's why they can learn it as early as 6 months old. And I guess some way it helps them learn to talk ( Read more... )

I asked my aunt if she knows of people in her church or whatever that maybe need a babysitter or things done around their house and could pay me for it. She looked at me wierd at first but then she asked me why and I said because I want to buy things for Lilly so they don't have to all the time. She said she's gonna check around with people she ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm so angry. My uncle is yelling. I can hear him from the living room and I'm in my room with my door closed. He's mad at me. Again. He's always yelling at me. Just like my dad used to. I never do anything right. My life sucks ( Read more... )

Watching one of those make over shows on tv tonight... it got me wondering ( Read more... )

I'm kinda happy today. I kinda know why. Even though my uncle yelled at me last night I'm happy this morning ( Read more... )

What's everyone being or doing for halloween?

I feel so sick and I can't stop sleeping. I sleep like 12 hours a day. My alarm clock doesn't wake me up and my aunt always says she tries to wake me up but she can't. It's like I'm dead or something. I feel so yuck again.

So my birthday was yesterday. I'm 14 now. I wish I was older. Like 24 or something. I don't feel like I'm just 14 ( Read more... )

I think I hate being Christian. God never helped me, why am I supposed to be Christain anyways????