She's here! Lillian Grace is here ( Read more... )

I feel really happy today. I feel the baby moving in my tummy and it makes me feel really calm today. I feel ok. I don't feel sad today. I don't really feel happy either but I guess I'm happier than I have been.
It's kind of a good day.
I love you Lilly. :)

I can't deal with this anymore. This therapist my aunt is making me go to is stupid. I hate her. She doesn't understand. I won't even talk to her. I just sit for an hour and don't look at her. I hate her. And then my aunt tries to get me to talk to her about all this stuff and I hate her too. Why don't they get it that I don't want to talk about ( Read more... )

I hate it here. I think I've been living with my aunt and uncle for a couple month or something now. I hate it here. I just want to go back to my own house with my own stuff and be able to have all my horses and I don't care what my dad does to me I just want to go home. I hate it here. It's so stupid. It's my stupid fault. My dad's in jail and I'm ( Read more... )

I feel kind of happy today. I can feel the baby move a little. It's kinda wierd. I'm trying really hard to think of it in a good way. I was imagining this morning that I was 25 and married to a really good guy and we were having this baby and we were so happy about it.I wish it was really like that. It kind of made me sad. I couldn't keep ( Read more... )

I hate people. I hate my school. Aunt Sandy said something about home schooling me. I hope she's not just saying that. I hate the stupid people I go to school with. They tease me all the time. I wanna kick them and spit in their faces. I hate them.

Dear Baby, I named you today. Lillian Grace. I hope you like it. I saw it in a baby name book and it sounded perfect for you. I'm kind of scared about you. It's not your fault but I'm scared. I hope you're ok. I don't want anything to happen to you.

Dear Baby ( Read more... )